hmmm... oh dear indeed...
eh, I seem to worry about far too much lately but I won't go in to it too much.
I have my parents pressuring me to do a third year top up and get a degree in that special way that parents can say: 'you don't have too *cough*butyoushouldandifyoudon't wewillbeverydissapionted*cough*
so that sucks,
And of course my best friend self loathing seems to want to hang out more than usual of late, oh he does pick the worst times.
But lets not forget anxiety because hell if I'm getting off that easy.
well aside from my sarcasm there are somethings I should be happy about,
tomorrow I should be going to pick out a cockatiel, my dad has been putting off taking me for ages (the past 3 weeks turned out to be: maybe laters)
So that is something to occupy myself with.
My rats are getting their medicine and treatment is almost done too.
So its not all doom and gloom yet
though I do tend to focus on the negative far too much, that tends to be what happens when your a social reject though hahaha~(don't worry I'm working on it I swear!)