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your anxieties are showing my dear by mechanicalmasochist your anxieties are showing my dear by mechanicalmasochist
hmmm... oh dear indeed...


eh, I seem to worry about far too much lately but I won't go in to it too much.

I have my parents pressuring me to do a third year top up and get a degree in that special way that parents can say: 'you don't have too *cough*butyoushouldandifyoudon't wewillbeverydissapionted*cough*

so that sucks,

And of course my best friend self loathing seems to want to hang out more than usual of late, oh he does pick the worst times.

But lets not forget anxiety because hell if I'm getting off that easy.
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well aside from my sarcasm there are somethings I should be happy about,
tomorrow I should be going to pick out a cockatiel, my dad has been putting off taking me for ages (the past 3 weeks turned out to be: maybe laters)
So that is something to occupy myself with.

My rats are getting their medicine and treatment is almost done too.


So its not all doom and gloom yet

though I do tend to focus on the negative far too much, that tends to be what happens when your a social reject though hahaha~(don't worry I'm working on it I swear!)
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MSpaintgirl Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you? A social reject?! But you're funny, not to mention one of THE best artists here on DA! Heck, even on youtube!
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DraxoTheDragonGirl Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is so awesome!! (and the shadow kinda reminds me of Crona's when he's inside his soul)
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ToxictheCatx Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Surely not the kind of social reject that diets. I must have eaten 100 gallons of B&Js this month, with the holidays and all. Do you know they use real organic vanilla beans?

I could just die! Soooo good with a couple bags of cookies.

Are you into that?
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Mika-Moo Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
WOW
I hope your cockatiel is awesome :D
Mines name is Ausric ^.^
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JatoWhitz Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2012  Hobbyist
Omg name the cockatiel Achii and watch the fan girls squeal XD
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aquadragon1818 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HONESTLY, DO YOU WATCH SOUL EATER?
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AkatsukiLoverXDX3 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Professional General Artist
Same! Your NOT a reject...Honestly. Look at how many people support you!
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beckybert78 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012
nya...
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Wings-of-Change12 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012   General Artist
Your rats are getting better, that is so great to hear. Oo and a cockatiel will make a great pet to add to your others. I hope the things better as they go on as well Flighty.
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firebreather2536 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
^^
condolences
hope it gets straightened out soon
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dragoneye98 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Student General Artist
ooh! i have a cockatiel they're great birds to own
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Dawnehpants Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
I know the feeling. ;n;

I guess just hold on till things get better? That's what I do, just ignore the bullshit that floats around in my head.

Even though it's really hard. .n.
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AkaRetaHimitsu Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
amazing effects! :la:
just :heart: it!! :squee:
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Wolfh15 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012   General Artist
This is sooo amazing! i'm in love with it!!! keep up the great work!!!
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:iconkiyokimaus:
kiyokimaus Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel your pain. -sigh-
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BlueRavencat9621 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist
Glad to hear that your rats are on the mend. Hate to see you lose them when they're such sweethearts. I'd love to have a pet rat or little mouse, but my parents give me the constant excuse of, "We have a cat, so it will nom on the mousie within a week of getting it,".

Lame parents, eh?
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Rose-Laxzi Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Hugs* You'll find those better days, and I can only hope that it'll be soon. All the things that parents put us through, mom constantly tells me that I should have gone to college as soon as I finished high school and looks disappointed, but by this point, it was my choice and I choose to not go to school right back away. Things will work out as long as you don't give up.

On a side note, I hope that the cockatiel will be cute and playful! At the least bond with you.
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RealityZ Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're not a social reject, for one, we all welcome you here~
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Blazeheart74 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
pets help my depression. they make me feel less lonely and more loved,because no matter how much you screw up,they forgive you. except for the majority of cats,they seem to enjoy being bitchy e.e
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Stripedclaw Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
aw, you're getting a cockatiel? I used to have 2 when I was a little kid, they were so awesome~
and don't be deppressed!!! :/
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KevlinTheOsmosian Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
Join the club! But at least you have your pets who'll be there. =)
~11
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Magick-rat Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I love this (: and sorry about your rats!
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halohunter249 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
yea...living with anxiety sucks :/ no matter what you do you aways find something bad to bring yourself down with...its always pointing out your flaws and such too...trust me i understand more than you think
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DangerFuryGirl Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Very nice animation.
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Windyfeather Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you feel better :c
I hope everything turns out fine~
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MediocrePotato Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist
is this your new fursona?
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:iconhalohunter249:
halohunter249 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
well its not exactly new since she has been using it for a while...
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MediocrePotato Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist
i know, thats not what i meant. meant is this what your gonna be using for your fursona instead of eyesore
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:iconhalohunter249:
halohunter249 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
ohhh...well i think thats a yes since its been being used like that for a while now
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TanzyTanz Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww, I'm pressured with things like that too. I seriously understand. I love this art however; Maso's expression is do visible and strong!
Talk to me if you need to let out what bothers you. C:
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IceTailTheCat Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I HATE anxiety. :c I myself have an anxiety disorder, so I know personally how freaking shitty things can get.
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mandythereaper Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012
wow i love this pic :D
but aww im so sorry for you :(
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:iconagentsassy:
agentsassy Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
i want to take all ur anxieties and send you happily merrily off to the wizard of oz land of the rich pumpkin
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wightravenexperiment Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
expectations are hard to live up to. i'm only in middle school and my mother already expects too much from me and thinks i'm not good enough.
i tend to dwell on the negative as well, and it's hard to stay happy, but picking out the positives are really good steps for repair. c:
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PuppetAngel Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012
This is amazing, great job!
Sorry you've got so much stress but congrats on the cockatiel!
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sora12212 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist
Anxiety is fCUKIGNG THE WORST THING :iconcannotevenplz: GAD, MAN. AAAGH.
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Blairaptor Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Try not to dwell on anything too dark or negative for awhile, especially in art or entertainment. I know it's your style, but I think if you take a break you'll be surprised at how you'll feel better. Then maybe you'll be in better shape to take on your life.

Also, the drawing here is neat, and good luck with your pets! I always wish you well. :)
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mechanicalmasochist Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ah I wish it was that simple
But my mind is a little complicated with a lot of things right now , its tough.

I guess things will move on though they always do . this is kind of my downside since I tend to live in the moment and only look back instead of forward hmmm.

I'll need to get tat fixed
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Blairaptor Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Well, I'm sure it is. Life just isn't simple. :/

I wish you the best anyway. We all have trails.
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LeoTheHolyGoddess Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
how do you make the bottom shake like that?????
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mechanicalmasochist Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
edited teh picture a bit and put each one in a GIF animator :3
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LeoTheHolyGoddess Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
and then you use the blend thing???
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:iconmechanicalmasochist:
mechanicalmasochist Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no i used a motion blur effect in Photoshop on each frame :3
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LeoTheHolyGoddess Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh thx for the help :D ;3 btw which photoshop???( sry for all the questions )
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Lyzz1273 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012
Any photoshop works, I have Photoshop Elements 8 and it has Motion blur with it ^^"
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LeoTheHolyGoddess Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh thx :3
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Ewarfer Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That shadow hurts my eyes, *EyeTwicth fail XD*
Just kidding, but it does hurt my eyes! Nice animation though! :D
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mechanicalmasochist Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks, yeah its meant to be buggy and jumpy XD
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Ewarfer Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*Le faints* Ohmaigosh you are talking to me e3e...
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Happycatface Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
coolness
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